Monday, May 28, 2012

Meet Victoria

Kafka on the shore a book presented to me by a very special person as a key to unlock the various mysteries that vow to keep me confounded. The troubled young boy, calls himself Kafka and 'the voice in his head' Crow. Result, I christen my voice in the head too.

You may have officially met her or seen an occasional glimpse of her. When you wondered where the real me had wandered off to you certainly encountered her. The toughest part however is when Victoria tries to get out, take control and all this while I'm very much still there. I've struggled, time and again. It's a battle difficult to limit in words. It's a turmoil often resounded by the universe around me.

With the new promises:
Stop apologizing for who you are
Give yourself wholly to the universe

Victoria has gone into overdrive. Seems like shes finally found a different way of contacting the universe and picking the best for me. I must say she has great taste and this new arrangement makes me very happy.

Less fights more conversations
Pure and honest relationship, there is nothing really to hide

Along with Kafka on the shore I owe gratitude to Another Earth. A movie which asked me....If you met yourself what would you do???
You know the person in front of you is you,and they know you are they.
What do you say then to someone who has your tastes,your likes, your dislikes,your stories, your fears, your secrets????

Where does this place my other relationships then? Where does this put my other promises?


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