quarter past ten,
waiting.
hear the water drop,
waiting.
the wind howls ,
the window creeks,
waiting.
waves crash on the shore,
waiting.
courage i have not ,
so i sit.
my mind paces back and forth,
waiting.
a little light shines through,
flickers for a while .
worry swells in the heart,
waiting,
this time with hope.
then it disappears.
no light ,plunged to darkness.
once again.

Never has she been so sure
never had she known better 
that to betray
it hurts
to lie 
you repent
aim, shoot it must be done








there is something bout those dark eyes
that will never be explained.

The occurrence of angels by my side
whisper sweet lullaby
in their soft tune
mysteries deep lie 
i try to understand
i cannot
i weep
melancholia raises the joy
it echoes across the ground
the trees shudder in fright
as the cold winds catch up
they bring their steed in full speed

A turbulent journey of self discovery, some time on hands and an obsession with the game of thrones series led me to take random internet tests. The first result to the test "Which Game of Thrones character are you" led to:

Daenerys Targaryen
You have a destiny, you are positive of it. Whatever it may be, you're determined to acomplish it. You're not as viscious as some people, but you know how to get the job done. You feel as if you've grown up to fast, and this can work against you.

and the second in an attempt to find which house I belonged to gave mew this:

In which Game of Thrones house do you belong?

Your Result: You belong in HOUSE STARK - Winter is Coming

 

House Stark is the most influential and notable power in the North. From their stronghold at Winterfell, the Starks guard the old ways against the dishonourable and fractious houses of the Seven Kingdoms. Their devotion to honour and the old gods wins them few friends in the court of King’s Landing and beyond, but this very same dedication to tradition commands respect from the lords of the North. Those Northmen who bend the knee to Eddard Stark have been hard won with respect, devotion, and justice. His sons show signs that they too will be well-respected and beloved leaders in the North upon ascending to the lordship of this enduring and storied house.

You belong in HOUSE TARGARYEN - Fire and Blood

 

You belong in HOUSE ARRYN - As High as Honor

 

You belong in HOUSE LANNISTER - Hear Me Roar

 

You belong in HOUSE BARATHEON - Ours is the Fury

 

Now clearly Daenerys Targaryen does not hail from the house of Stark hence the understanding that as an individual I possess qualities specific to me more or less fun but what surprises me is the fact that apparently I can accomplish anything. Personally I wouldn't call my self determined however seeing this gives me food for thought. Hopefully when I next post I would have made a breakthrough.